Boundary, Boundary, Where Far Out my Boundaries??
There are times when I read my posts and I'm like, " DAMN! This girl is hella inspiring!" And then their are other times that I feel like I'm a fraud. How can I sum everything up and wrap it in a bow when some days it feels like I'm struggling to stay above the water? But do you know what? I can be both. Because that makes me real. I'm not perfect, and I will never pretend to be. I'm a heavily flawed person, woman and Mom. I make mistakes, like I straight FUCK IT UP SOMETIMES. And even though I take each mistake and try to learn a lesson from my it. The lesson does not come without me beating myself up with guilt. And that is unhealthy. I have been trying to work through why it is I feel that way... And the anwser I came up with is my Lack of Boundaries. My lack of Control. My Unsavory Tendencies to put everything and everyone before me. Why is it I do that? I could give you a million and one reasons and counting, but the truth is it narrows do
